I thought you were what I needed, what I wanted; you proved me wrong.
Always being the one who puts forth the effort has never been so sour. I’ve never felt so belittled before – it’s kind of frightening. This entire time, I’ve been led on to think that a boy who is completely out of my league had some interest in me. Obviously not.
It’s not like we were official or anything, but it gets kind of old having the same conversations over and over again. And when he wouldn’t speak to me, I felt like it was necessary to see what was going on in his life when I should’ve been concerned with what is going on in mine.
Being vulnerable and fragile has never been a good look on me. Having someone take care of me has never been quite satisfying. But if you aren’t going to put forth any effort, why the hell would I?
So, I think it’s time to say goodbye, Sky. Thanks for making me feel like I had a chance when you knew the entire time that I didn’t. I really appreciate it.
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